Stabbing Westward - Waking Up Beside You lyrics

I've been so alone for so long Forgotten by the world Forgotten to myself Your effervescent eyes have awakened me And brushed the dust away But I knew you'd never stay So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you I miss God I miss Waking up beside you At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid Afraid the day will come And I'll wake and find you gone But you promised that you'd not abandon me And kissed my fears away But I woke up to that day But I had memorized the way our eyes would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair I miss God I miss Waking up beside you I've been so alone for so long I forgot how much it hurts To wake up so alone But I memorized how warm your body felt as you lay half asleep beside me And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room and played upon your body I miss God I miss Waking up beside you I miss God I miss Waking up beside you