SRRW - Love is a beast lyrics

Thought I was in love but I don’t know what love is Thought I could have you,realize i can’t now i’m starting to bawl My hopes were big you made them small (Chorus)My friends warned me should’ve taken heed My wrists are a canvas that shall bleed,drip drop Don’t stop,until i’m dead,crying in my bed Can’t do it,i don’t want to live but i’m too scared to die I was on a high,starting to fall Sorrows banging on my door,he’s on call My heart aches for you,pick up the pieces hand em all to you Wanted to be your boo,now I realize my dreams were untrue Emotions were golden,now they’re turning blue I hate these feelings,tried to be cold,tried to hold on to happiness,but now sorrow has me in it’s hold (Chorus)My friends warned me should’ve taken heed My wrists are a canvas that shall bleed,drip drop Don’t stop,until i’m dead,crying in my bed Can’t do it,i don’t want to live but i’m too scared to die Have to act strong,stand up tall,don’t fold Got nothing to lose No reason to keep going on Wanted to die,instead wrote this song Love is a lie,a lie told as time passes by Love is a beast It resides in your heart,and on it it feasts To survive a heartbreak is no small feat When someone says they love me,i say i need something more concrete My heart has been broken too many times,I’m beat I’m going to give up,no more acting tough Im wounded and weary of guarding my heart and being wary This burden I will no longer carry (Chorus)My friends warned me should’ve taken heed My wrists are a canvas that shall bleed,drip drop Don’t stop,until i’m dead,crying in my bed Can’t do it,i don’t want to live but i’m too scared to die I have given up The noose lies in wait I know you’ll try to stop me but it’s too late Too leave everyone like this I hate But goodbye,i’ll see you again someday