SQUiRE - Drowning lyrics

(Intro) Droooooowning, Droooooooowning Verse Man you don't know my life I'm drownin' Barely got time to write got me frownin' I'm trapped in this trap & I'm trappin' again Back being pa**ive on my pa**ion again Mind weakening my body, make it hard for me to swim But I gotta go in for my son & my daughter Even when my lungs feel filled up with water But how can I live when the real me is dying? How can I write when a baby is crying? I thought I was destined, is destiny lying? I'm probably not, doing my best but I'm definitely trying...damn HOOK Tryna stay afloat, Gotta stay afloat Negative brain waves tryna rock my boat MAKE ME FEEL I'M DROWNING Drinking by the swimming pool, drowning in these women too Are you living life or is it living you? VERSE Soon as I get a little free time, little bit of me time I'm doing anything just to be fine But I'm wasting my time, if I ain't making these rhymes That sh** ain't making me shine, that sh** just making me fine With dying & being at the bottom of the pond n***as ain't swimming I'm breaking the bond Cutting the ties that's keeping me tied Cause that don't even SUIT me or look fly And I'm tryna fly not just look fly, Be the guy that they look by Like "He could've been great but he ain't have what it takes, he's a good guy" HOOK Tryna stay afloat, Gotta stay afloat Negative brain waves tryna rock my boat MAKE ME FEEL I'M DROWNING (DROWNING) VERSE Til I jumped out the water like a muhf**in' Dolphin Had to get back up to PAR with the STROKE on my ART like Pica**o golfing' Rappers be spittin' I'm literally barfin' my heart & Even a genius needs a genius to remind him he's genius Deception is cunning as lingus, especially when them thoughts start to linger Gotta watch out who you cruise with If that crew ain't a cruise ship don't even do it! n***as be caught in the CURRENT occurrence consuming and losing They not even moving! My homie got me out the water like a life jacket Now I got a new flow that I'm right back with Y'all fools be glued to the waves & the tides but That'll be the day that I say goodbye to DROWNING! HOOK Tryna stay afloat, Gotta stay afloat Negative brain waves tryna rock my boat MAKE ME FEEL I'M DROWNING Drinking by the swimming pool, drowning in these women too Are you living life or is it living you? (OUTRO) Droooooowning, Droooooooowning