SpokenReasons - Stressing lyrics

(Chorus) I just want to get ahead of life And get my paper right Momma needs a house Baby needs some shoes Sometimes I get worried Don't know what I'm going to do (Hook) Man I'm straight stressing Stressing (x4) Man I'm straight stressing Stressing (x3) I keep ??? and keep it pushing (Verse 1) Dranking growing up Whole world messed up ??? No manicure Stopped putting on make up Found out she knocked up Friend say you f**ed up That n***a broke He selling dope police gone lock him up But you gone do what you do girl Go ahead and do your thang Don't wanna listen to the truth cause it gone bring the pain Conflicted with your heart will sometimes leave you estranged Confused with false and truth But you, yourself to blame (I know) It's a tough road (But you) Gotta let them burdens go Keep a clear mind Take your time and go with the flow (Girl you) Can do anything Worth more than diamond rings Don't focus on the negative and positive ??? (Chrous) (Hook) (Spoken Word) She was just an angel Looking down from god palace viewing the world from her 20/20 vision And all she could see was people promoting violence, d** , s**, and screwed up religion So she turned to god and said “Father, I just don't get it. How could these people live the lives they live and not walk a narrow path in your image And God said “ Go see for yourself” Without hesitation she quickly told god “ Remove my wings, put them on the shelf” and told god “I'll be back” But Before God granted her wish he said “It ain't as easy as you think” and erase her memory bank She was just an embryo Patiently awaiting her due date in meditation Her parents were unaware that the vibrations From her mother frustration would translate back to the womb What would eventually play a role in the child's future situation She was just an infant 8 hours old with her father signature nowhere to be found On the birth certificate She was just a toddler Cute little girl with fresh braids and beads in her head Every three months waking up with a different n***a in the bed She was just eight years old when a little boy in her third grade cla** Whispers in her ear and said “I like you” at lunch And being as young as she was The language of real love from a male didn't register at the time And her mother definitely didn't teach her at the time that boys had cooties So she respond “I like you too” and the boy kissed her and grabbed her booty She was just thirteen years old Teenage girl Average grades Hard working mother making constant bad mistakes with a little brother on the way Think she grown Walking home from school on that cell phone that her mother had provided for her safety But little did she know that her little angel had already gotten a taste of life endemic just through what she had witnessed through the screen Now she feen….ning For s** You know the rest She was just fifteen years old When she start tweeting “my head game is the best” Not knowing that social media ain't nothing but a tracking device Not knowing that she is liable for everything that she type From the palm of her fingers She was just sixteen And pregnant Similar to the Tv show but this time it was her own reality Her own lessons with no love one support She had no choice but to abort She was just eighteen When she walked that staged Family in town with a praying grandma that couldn't wait to see her baby in a cap and gown She was just twenty years old A broke a** college student Momma didn't have money to deliver So she started partying and destroying her liver She was just twenty-one When she became a stripper She said “f** it, I'm gone get this money one way or another” She was just twenty-one When she was just six feet under Met a crazy brother from the strip club that had way too much to drink Offered 300 for that a** but she didn't think twice To pursue She said “f** it, I'm gonna get this money and do what it do” She was wet like water He was hard as a rock She said “Okay that's enough” but he didn't stop She's dead Once she started screaming he put the pillow over her head God woke her soul up and called her back home And asked” So what did you learn from your vacation” She said “Father that wasn't a vacation, I was living in hell” No it's called trials and tribulations You see, it's easy for us to criticize from the outside when you're not the player in the game making it happen But when the coach calls your name You'll find out otherwise how many distractions are there to misguide your focus It's highly important that we bind with great hearts and minds with the little time We have on earth Because nothing is gonna hurt worse than you sitting at home as an old person and saying “If only I” It'll be too late We're in the information age It's right in our face No more excuses You shouldn't be clueless We can Google anything How you don't know what the truth is But at the end Enjoy your life Stay true to God and think But always remember life ain't as easy as you think Keep it rolling (Chorus) (Hook) Outro Keep ya head up girl (x2) You can do, do anything