Splender - Happier This Way lyrics

You try to scream into the megaphone You try to call me on the telephone While I'm sinking at the bottom And you don't even know my name First you tell me it was copacetic Then you tell me that was hypothetic While I'm choking at the bottom And you don't even know my name But I'm happier this way I found God he dropped me yesterday But I'm happier this way I'll try harder now to disobey But I'm happier this way You try to hold me on the dirty floor You try to kiss me with your cold sores While I'm burning at the bottom As you're blowing along the flame But I'm happier this way I found God he kicked me yesterday But I am happier this way I try harder now to disobey But I am happier this way I'm a leech I'm a lie I believe all the hype What I need, I'm denied Water me as you waste my time So you tell me that you really care But I notice that you're never there While I'm f**ed and at the bottom And you don't even know my name But I'm happier this way I found God, he beat me yesterday But I'm happier this way I try harder now to disobey But I'm happier this way Happier this way