Splender - But, Anyway lyrics

I think I've had enough. I think I might erupt. I'm looking for some information. It's digging in the skin. Whenever I begin, There's gonna be a complication. I take another breath, It's deeper than the rest. I'm swimming to the final breaker. It's sitting in my mouth. I wanna get it out. I wanna know when somethings on, But anyway, I just can't be myself today, apparently But anyway, Cause nothing seems to come to me so easily. But anyway, Cause I mistake my memories for company. But what a day, I've gotta say, I can't believe in myself today. Sitting on the bed, Every finger spread, Looking for some motivation. If I can offend, I'll try to fit in And I dont need an explanation. I think I'd better wake. I'm starting to deflate. I'm looking for some compensation. I'll never understand. I'll never be a man, When I don't know when something's on, But Anyway, I just can't be myself today, apparently But Anyway, Cause nothing seems to come to me, not possibly. But anyway, Cause I mistake my symphony for suffering. But what a day, I've gotta say, I can't believe in myself this way. And I'll face it face down, the long way. And I'll face it face down, the long way. I think it's got an end. I think it's gonna bend. I think I gotta a new impression. So tell me how I look. Tell me what I took, To try to keep the conversation. I think I'll get it right. I'm f**ing with the light. I'll turn it to the situation. I'm doing what I can. I'll never understand, When I don't see when something's on But Anyway, I just can't be myself today, apparently But Anyway, Cause nothing seems to come to me so happily. But anyway, Cause I mistake my memories for company. But what a day, I've gotta say, They're getting harder to seperate. But Anyway, I just can't be myself today, apparently But Anyway, Cause nothing seems to come to me, not possibly. But anyway, Cause I mistake my symphony for suffering. But what a day, I've gotta say, I can't believe in myself today. I can't believe in myself today. I can't believe in myself today. I can't believe in myself today. I can't believe in myself today.