Spit Out - Grandpa lyrics

[Verse 1: Spit Out] You wished to see me but you just weren't able Your will was strong but life signs weren't stable Cried in rivers when you found out it's too late Life will end one day and that is our fate I wanna hold him in my hands Oh lord let me see my grandson's babyface Give me that chance before I go into that place Those words were coming out till your last day N' everytime I remember you I feel a tear sliding down my face and pain in my heart too How could life be so cruely It stopped us from getting togather I feel depressed truly You have been fighting with illnes for 20 years Now you're right above me wiping away my tears N' when I'm facing all my fears n' troubles You're here with me making them look like boubles Pop 'em n' they'll dissapear Helping me to get through every tough day I don't want no problems cause I don't want you to go away So you can show me the right way [Hook: Spit Out] I swear to god I won't forget you Heaven is the place where I will met you Where I'll be telling you how I lived how I started to rhyme And at that time everything will be just fine X2 [Verse 2: Spit Out] One wasn't enough so you took another You took my very last grandfather I'm asking my self was this d**h necesary Now I've got one more problem I' have to carry Rushed into hospital cause of pain in the heart Was it cause of illnes or cause of bad stuff I've done I hope it was illnes and not my fault If not I won't forgive myself anda k**er I'll be called I still remember those amazing days When you were driving me to that special place Were teaching me how to drive a car, win every card duel Buying me toys and taking me to school I wanna thank you for all the advices I use 'em every day now you know they're not priceless You always knew how to put a smile on my face How to make me laugh even on sad days These memories never flew away And they're not going anywhere they'll stay How can I pay you for everything you did to me You won't agree with money so I give you my love times three [Hook: Spit Out] I swear to god I won't forget you Heaven is the place where I will met you Where I'll be telling you how I lived how I started to rhyme And at that time everything will be just fine X2 [Verse 3: Spit Out] I lay awake prayin' for you every night Asking God please help 'em find the light They haven't done evil there on Earth So please give 'em afterlife they deserve I want you to know that you're always on my mind Without you two I would be walking through my life blind Thank God for all those pictures I have They help me a lot when it rains out of my head When we see ourselves on another day I know I'll recognize you miles away Start talking and won't let the conversation end Never complained 'bout how much time I spent I remembery the day in the hospital You were already moving up vertical There we held each others hands for one last time Reaper didn't give you an offer to resign You weren't able to talk but you didn't need to A look into your eyes showed me everything I needed to Know You wished me everything great and well And with tears in my eyes one last fareawell [Hook: Spit Out] I swear to god I won't forget you Heaven is the place where I will met you Where I'll be telling you how I lived how I started to rhyme And at that time everything will be just fine X2