Spektralized - Destructor lyrics

Self-destructive wounds from sober misery I can seem to realize the damage that it's causing me So soakened up in drunken fluids But it's hard to see I'm slowly drowning I feel lucky that I still can breathe So damn destructive to my mind If you want truth I'll tell you lies I found addiction as my guide I've given up so many times It's taken over I can't hide I've lost the key to better life And you can't help me get it back I've given up this endless fight So damn destructive to my mind If you want truth I'll tell you lies I found addiction as my guide I've given up so many times It's taken over I can't hide I've lost the key to better life And you can't help me get it back I've given up this endless fight