Spastic Ink - In Memory of... lyrics

IN MEMORY OF… So what is this, what's going on? Is there something that I miss? Is all I have to remember ever since I did exist I've been wondering for a while where am I supposed to go It's for me to find out, it's essential that I know In memory of a life all alone For the like in me, I can't find hope Impatiently awaits I hope to feel secure before it's too late What time would it cost? So I still I find myself lost I've been holding on to reality and what I have in store Not is a mend, a mystery, not worth much anymore Things would change for the better if were to be replaced To be mind gone what would have would be erased In memory of a life all alone For the like in me, I can't find hope Impatiently awaits I hope to feel secure before it's too late What time would it cost? So I still I find myself lost A lesson dance up in the air, up drifting out of space You seem to find out where I long is a move to place to place I'd get be pa**ing on to rest to be something of the past Or get something clean and finally save me at last In memory of a life all alone For the like in me, I just found hope I patiently wait Until I was secure, it was not too late What time did it cost? So now I found myself