Spanish Love Songs - On My Side lyrics

It's all the same to me Another night to numb to try Hating everything When I'm afraid to go outside If it's all the same to you I want to wake up by your side Nothing feels real You're the closest I can find All the times that I have tried To keep my head on straight this time The things my friends and family say Like, “hey Dylan we love you; of course we love you.” I cannot relate That's the excuse that I have made But it's all sh** you see right through And with that look in your eyes I'm saved I cannot be held to blame for the ways that I can change The ways I'll never change… I cannot be held afloat by a love I do not know By the love I'll never know… Do you sleep better now? With better pills and a stable man? Does he whisper Catherine in your ear As you're falling asleep in our bed? Because we cannot be held to blame for giving up on change We'll never change our ways And that's okay