Spanish Gamble - Sunday Curse lyrics

And now my hands are shaking everyday* I guess whats been getting me by is k**ing me I don't know who to turn to or what to do I can hardly trust myself let alone anyone else I know I can't run forever But I got nowhere to go Sometimes it feel like this doesn't solve anything But it's all I know how to do It's burning so deep inside It's getting harder to deal with With each pa**ing day Look in the mirror it's not hard to see Where the problem lays I know my words don't always come out right But please believe me when I say If I could take back what I said You know I would If I could change what I did You know I would I don't know if this means anything to you But I promise things will change in me Someday soon