Spanish Diego - Burden lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, yeah, yeah I stayed away from home on purpose I ain't perfect I ain't perfect I ain't runaway I stayed away from home on purpose I don't runaway I ain't runaway I'm a burden I ain't sh** [Hook] I'm a burden, I ain't sh** I'm a bad person, don't waste your time on me I tell you right now I ain't worth it I'm the furthest thing from perfect [Verse 1] Probably closest thing to hell I ain't dead or in jail, but a n***a broke as hell So I might as well I was taken handouts too much, never really standout too much Rapping just like all you n***as, but I fathered most y'all n***as Bother most my b**hes, just to see who really winning Soon I'm going to make you sorry Do you got some real fans? Hardly, Money can't keep the, no it ain't can't keep the devil off me Is your homies your real homies? Hardly, when hard times hit man where was y'all Y'all n***as never pa**ed the ball, is this sh** a game? Naw Screamin gang gang gang, is y'all a gang? Naw, y'all spoiled pussies I'm my only friend I put that on my moms, I put that on my pops On my sister, yeah [Bridge] I stayed away from home on purpose, I ain't perfect, I ain't run away I stayed away from home on purpose, I ain't perfect, I ain't run away [Hook] I'm a burden, I ain't sh** I'm a bad person, don't waste your time on me I tell you right now I ain't worth it I'm the furthest thing from perfect [Bridge] I ain't sh**, I'm a burden I'm the furthest thing from perfect I ain't run away I'm a bad person Don't waste your time on me I tell you right now I ain't worth it Naw I ain't worth it, tell you right now I ain't worth [Verse 2] I once tried to k** myself My girl tried to k** herself, I tried to tell her live and learn She say the same back to me, "Sterls you don't ever learn I only see you crash and burn Burning bridges with your family, them the ones that care for you Why you turn your back on them? Give your pops the cold shoulder, wishin' that his life was over" Everyday I'm getting closer, I can feel the heat from hell Moms always prayin' for me, she like my firewall Seen sh** I wish I hadn't, done sh** I wish I hadn't Fell in love, I wish I hadn't Fell for the black barbies Weave and their b**bies plastic, dreams to win a beauty pageant One wish is all I'm asking: God bring my grandma back When I find the n***a that k**ed Rod, co*k the slamma' back Hit him with that rat-tat-tat, middle fingers up to the girl tatted on my back Callin' you thirty times at three AM to tell you that my pops was dyin' First time you heard me cry, crazy you ain't even care I gave you everything, I ain't have sh** to share Put a blunt up in the air, done playin' fair n' square Tryna' make my momma proud, so play my music everywhere I can feel the heat from hell, I can see the demon's stare It's hell on earth, n***a, it's the devil everywhere Xan' for a quick fix, I'mma hit your quick pay To say I'm not addicted, is something that I can't say Shrooms for the mind games, lean for the migraines Pull up in a big body, just tryna' hog the lane We can never be the same, I don't understand these lames Beggin' Chance for a feature, like he hoggin' all the fame