Space frog - (x-ray) follow me lyrics

Broken reality, there's no means of escape Broken reality, lookin' to leave this mind-state But the more that I leave the harder it seems I come back Now, I'm livin' out these lies that I call my trap And I call it that 'cuz I didn't do this intentionally What I now call my trap I used to call my fantasy And why do I fantasize in order to leave the reality Of not being able to relate personally or socially Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be respected But until then I'll dream about bein' accepted I wonder what it would feel like to be respected All wrong, no right, no one, no sun, no light This life, this fight, I'll hide inside, no matter Where you go, you can't escape what's inside Man, somebody get me out of this place Of loneliness, hopelessness, depression and disgrace At this pace I'm on the verge of self-destruction With nothin' to go on but my self instruction So what does that leave me, I try to communicate with the world But none of you out there could perceive me So instead of words I began to express through actions So anger an' rage become my mere satisfaction Hate fills my being, I'm seeing no means of release So I escape into my fantasy where I live in peace Here I can be anybody I want to, here I can be anybody I choose too Here in this place I feel good, there's no restriction This place is so good that it's becoming my addiction I say I'm not lost but why am I searching, I say pain don't fade me But then again why am I hurtin', I say I won't show emotion but yet I can't hide these eyes that have been stained by tears I say I can't be help back but yet I've been in the same place for years I say I wanna go free but something keeps me bound I say I wanna go higher but my feet haven't left the ground Man, I told y'all I didn't care but then again why is my heart so heavy? I told the world to bring it but deep down I knew I wasn't ready I said I couldn't be deceived meanwhile I'm walking Into the same old traps, I said I couldn't be broke As I watch my world collapse, watch my world collapse No matter where you go, you can't escape what's inside No matter where you go, you can't escape what's inside No matter where you go, you can't escape what's inside No matter where I go No matter where you go, you can't escape what's inside No matter where you go, you can't escape what's inside No matter where you go, you can't escape what's inside No matter where I go