Soundtracks - Storms lyrics

Every night that goes between I feel a little less As you slowly go away from me This is only another test Every night you do not come Your softness fades away Did I ever really care that much? Is there anything left to say? Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside I haven't felt this way I feel Since many a years ago But in those years and the lifetime's past I did not deal with the road And I did not deal with you, I know Though the love has always been So I search to find an answer there So I can truly win Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside So I try to say goodbye, my friend I'd like to leave you with something warm But never have I been a blue calm sea I have always been a storm Always been a storm Ooh, always been a storm I have always been a storm We were frail She said "Every night he will break your heart" I should have known from the first I'd be the broken hearted I loved you from the start Save us And not all the prayers in the world Could save us