Soundtracks - Buffy, Demons - Going Through The Motions lyrics

Every single night the same arrangement I go out and fight the fight Still, I always feel the strange estrangement Nothing here is real, Nothing here is right I've been making shows of trading blows Just hoping no one knows That I Going through the motions Walking through the part Nothing seems to penetrate my heart I was always brave and kind of righteous Now I find I'm wavering Crawl out of your grave you'll find this fight Just doesn't mean a thing She ain't got that swing Thanks for noticing She does pretty well with fiends from hell But lately, we can tell That she's just Going through the motions Faking it somehow She's not even half the girl she... ow Will I stay this way forever? Sleepwalk through my life's endeavour How can I repay? Whatever I don't want to be Going through the motions Losing all my drive I can't even see If this is really me And I just wanna be Alive