Soulist - Lost lyrics

[VERSE 1: Soulist] March 3rd/ Tia Cree, why did you have to leave?/ it's like God's playing games with me/ taking the people I love most but I guess we all want to be free/ but God, don't you see?/ there is nothing more painful to watch flowers grow/ just be torn from their roots/ man, I don't know/ what else is there to do?/ PAIN DOESN'T GO AWAY/ but neither do the memories we have today/ I miss our childhood/ wasn't around much but we both smiled good/ a pure soul, i hope you guide us with people that pa**ed on/ we lost too many, i hope you're the last one/ because I can't handle the tears/ throughout the years, i should've known/ the fear you had in your own home/ now you're not here and I feel so alone/ I just wanna hear your voice, please call my phone/ it was your choice to up and go/ but why couldn't you talk to me? you don't think I know/ how it feels to be broken?/ there is so much problems that are yet to be spoken/ I wondered why you were out there smoking/ now I'm here smoking these thoughts on this paper/ you were a light and your appearance was only greater/ you're family, stand with me/ and I speak for everyone that grieves/ everyone that believes/ we miss you Tia Cree/ and I can still feel your absence even when I'm here on my bed/ i guess it's the grief that's running through my head/ remember what I said/ watch over and protect the next/ you had reasons/ but i was only looking at last season/ now my heart is filled with treason/ but I know you'll shine/ more then the sea and son combined/ I speak no lies/ you helped me see between the lines/ it was so early/ i knew something was wrong when i didn't hear the bird's tweet/ I want to say so much more but I'd rather speak personally/ speak to the person in me/ because when I rise/ don't expect to see me/ i had to pay the price/ so you can fly freely/ as i write this song/ i hope it'll right my wrong/ i should've told that you were right where you belong/ but now you're gone/ I feel so lost/ all I ask from you is to sing along