Sonic Syndicate - My Escape (Radio Mix) lyrics

I see the world through eyes of desperation Never knew how long I'd fall But I fell through years and years of darkness Still, I cannot seem to hit the ground I let my guard down And you caught me by surprise Nothing is ever carved in stone WILL I SPEND MY LIFE WONDERING WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN IF I DIDN'T THROW IT AWAY OR WILL I STRUGGLE ON AND FIND A BETTER PATH FOR MYSELF I've built my life upon decades of experience But what I built for years took days for you to raze In the end, I learned that one single snowflake Can set an avalanche in motion Some questions are dangerous The truth is not an option This is the illusion I pulled down over your eyes But I let my guard down And you caught me by surprise Nothing is ever carved in stone I secure my every step Slowly, I advance away from you How can I forgive you When it wasn't your fault?