SOJA - Bleed Through lyrics

Every time I pick up a pen Its all you And there beside me In my mirror, all I can see Is us two, the pages Turn so fast, and like all old pages do The words, they bleed trough Get back in my arms, they're Just hanging by my side Losing hold of you left me dry Tell me where you run to Where do you hide? You know you never once Left my mind Tell yourself I'm sorry For the things that I've done Tell yourself you you've never seen The barrel of that gun Tell yourself its over now And not to run Just tell yourself I'm sorry For what I've done Listen while I'm talking I don't do it too much I can't help feeling That care between us What ever happened to The way that it was? The one thing I can't have Is what I want... Who decided that you Could not stay? You won't be here by The end of my day Cuz I can't even listen To the words I say "I swear you never really miss it till its half Gone and you tighten up your grip trying to Hold on didn't really appreciate it when its In your arms and you can relate to every Word in your song like was I wrong? but I know I'm right but in hindsight, I Blame the limelight maybe I just needed Time to get my mind right maybe we'll reconnect When the times right trying to think About the causes was I too bossy- exactly What the cause is I was told to step in love With some caution cuz love and sh** is no Difeference in the darkness but love is where The heart is and you can see the Blood as it dripping trough the gauzes So I guess I fell out of love with her smile And more in love with applauses" Its quiet in my house Your silence is my home And everything reminds me That I am all alone Its quiet where you used to be And now that youre gone Its not a sound, is not a word But a dial tone Its quiet when I'm drinking Its quiet when I smoke Its ....... when I'm eating, oh And I sleep all alone Its quiet now, it was louder Then, I stand still like a stone Only from my dreams you want go "how did I get in this predicament was I Influenced by the bennefits cuz I was hitting On so many chichis, loving you and Eaving you was the only sentiment but I Guess I wasn't ready for you cuz I'm Ubbing your feet, cooking spagheti for you Taking you to parks, winning teddies for you But in my heart I'm thinking there's someone Better for you but my hearts like "no, not this again Cut it out Blach, you know how this'll end."and I swear that I really was listenning but my ____ was yelling and my heart was just whispering so your know who I listened to now my hearts b**hing cuz he's Missing you get my eyes staring at some old Flitchs of you and my nose swear that still Smells the scent of you and my soul's saying "damm, she was meant for you."" Why won't you como back I'm losing past of myself I've been wondering, watching Waiting so long I've been talking I been listening I've been writing my songs I've been haping you've been Hearing on this radio now That I'm not with you But I miss you