Soham "SMK" Kothari - Lie lyrics

Sometimes life hits you with something unexpected It's like everything's gone synthetic. I've been neglected I was too young to accept it; I still don't accept it I don't feel beaten but I still counting down the minutes I'm all grown up now, is this what you expected? Because you motivated me, it's you I represented My conquest to conquer success is in progress For this I was never prepared. I can no longer pretend What has happened cannot be repaired I'm used to it because nobody cared My hidden pains suppressed My hidden pains compressed I can't prevent it so I live a lie instead Live a lie instead, yeah Where were you when I needed you the most? You went on and left just like a ghost Went up in smoke I regret what was said the last time we spoke Now it looks like I will have learn to cope Music's the way, lotta pages where I wrote The only way that I can be controlled The only place where I can find my soul Only way my untold stories can unfold The stories that are so undisclosed I still remember the feeling I had when you were gone Ever since I haven't seen the brightest shine of dawn Everybody knows me as that kid who's all alone From society cuz I can't bear to move on Ever since you were taken from me Life was scary Never said a thing Now I'm feeling really guilty Now I'm still sorry I know I shouldn't worry You motivate me to succeed Looking back to the memories Making me build some melodies Just let me speak You will never see me like this willingly Do you even remember me? Cuz I do and I really miss you gee I love you, homie Rest in Peace