Softy - Sometimes lyrics

How can I fight when I can't even breathe? How can I learn when I can't even see? How many people do I need every day? How many times can I push them away? Sometimes you make me lose my mind Sometimes you scare me to d**h How can I feel with all of this rage? How can I live in hell every day? How can I run with no place to go? How can I hide with nothing inside? Sometimes I think that I love you Sometimes I wanna shoot you