Society Burning - Honestly, I'm Lying (Lie) lyrics

Time crawls past me, I have order White walls and ceilings help me feel clean inside Yeah, okay, so I'm a pretty messed up guy (Yeah, okay, yeah so f**ing what?) I expect everybody to let me down Yeah, okay, so it happens every time (Yeah, okay, I do it to myself) I don't get high from being me Why can't I lie to myself? Why can't I be like everyone else? Why can't I lie to myself? Why can't I be someone else? Life moves past me, I have order This synchronized life makes me feel organized Yeah okay, so I'm a pretty misled guy (Yeah okay, yeah so f**ing what?) I expect everything to break down Yeah okay, so I avoid everything (Yeah okay, I've got it to a science) Why does it all lead back to me? Why can't I lie to myself? Why can't I be like everyone else? Why can't I lie to myself? Why can't I be someone else? Why can't I lie?