Snoop - Dead Inside lyrics

[Hook:] Sitting here all alone (yes I is) Wondering when she's coming home (so am i) Why would you lie? And I feel like dying Too big of a man to cry I'm depressed, im getting lazy (ayee) What ima do without my lady? and I swea im going crazy , cause I can't see you. I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like its dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. PASTRONAMA, it go up and down, round and round, love rollercoaster, it was f** me, now its f** you, the arguments suppose to bring us closer but we seperated, now I barely see your face and I f**ing hate it, how can lovers be enemies? man thats f**ing crazy, I dont wanna love again man my heart lazy, damn I miss you when you use to call me baby, use to get excited when you call, I guess it hurt cause I gave you my all, ima be a man baby ima stand tall, caution when it come to love I dont wanna be a ball, ima take it slow, so slow, so slow, cause it hurt when it fall, its gone take a sludge hammer, a couple of bombs to knock down this love wall, PASTRONAMA. I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like its dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. Snoop, All these feelings that I shared, I want them in return, trust never come easy, it something you got to earn, its something you gotta learn, that ain't nobody perfect, sometimes I sit and wonder why you hurt me, was it worth it?, to many lies, to many lies , been told to many times, from the start I told you I was gone grind, still you thought I had another b**h on the side, two rights dont make no wrong, two wrongs dont make sh** right, but to f** up, thats another b**h luck up, now my middle finger stuck up. I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like its dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, its like its dead inside. Yea, you was there from the start, then yu stole my heart, ranned with my heart , yeaaa.