Smoke Or Fire - Speakeasy lyrics

I've got a lot of pain I've got some problems to sort Some are in my body Most are in my head and my thoughts I see a sad world struggling Everyday to be sane Wanting to be part of something good But where to begin A little taste of something bitter Sure to k** off the pain We find remedy to separate Our heart from our brain Can we change our ways? As we waste the days This is better than you care to admit In the haze we live We all start to believe sometimes Its better when there is nothing to feel This us all trying not to be sober Until we find ourselves a better way to live This us all trying not to be sober An remain indifferent Some are searching for the answers In a bottle of pills, under religion Under bodies, or a pile of bills All affected way to easy By the love and the hate Pick your poison, it the only way We can pretend that we all have nothing to fear Because we all have someone to fear And on day you will see that your enemy Is staring at you in the mirror Can we Change our ways? As we waste the days This is better than you want to admit In this shame we live We all start to believe sometimes It's better when there is nothing to feel This us all trying not to be sober Until we find ourselves a better way to live This us all trying not to be sober An remain indifferent