Slut - No Say lyrics

I never wanted this Grow up Become what they call a man Choose and decide So I started out playing games with both Me and them 'Cause everyone's due to keep up with the others Due to find a part to play Within that huge comedy or drama Whatever I've played them all For years But all of a sudden Everything changed And I began to fall The hard and endless fall Of someone who had the pleasure To meet self-determination's younger brothers Ehm, let's say self-deception and self-destruction I got lost after not knowing After not knowing who I ought to be I left it all behind Moved houses Changed the city And fell asleep For one and a half years