slowthai - Disneyland lyrics

[Verse 1] Disneyland Caravan of bu*tlings Searching for a pretty Pocahontas You say I thought love was always toxic Alcohol to live a man, these drinks made me vomit And I haven't seen my jigga Drive benz ’round ends selling keys no tens Lifestyle of conflict, this is not a concept Just being honest, haven't got the cheat codes Sales down these roads, been days since I been home With friends how I feel alone, pair of fords in my dome Thinking I'd be better of if I gave up and left this world You say I ain’t been myself, since days in a police cells Heaven man I live in hell, for money I'mma live in hell, alone And I miss my girl, man I ain't feeling well Man I wanna off myself, screaming that I love yourself for love I'mma live in hell, I love you, pray you're doing well Love you each and every day, more than I love myself [Break] Monday blues, monday blues Sometimes when I find myself low I look to the skies and pray But there's no god above me that can take my pain And I cry outright I pray my enemies die [Verse 2] I miss being open, honest with my siblings Too busy squabbling 'bout sh** with no meaning Man have missed feeling, and man have missed dreaming Man have missed sleeping without weed Forgot the last time I was creasing, drowning in the deep end Wheres all the fun gone? Why did the fun stop? Why've you’ve got a gun, topic man better bun shots Why does the fun stop? Why don’t we smile? Man've walked for miles for a draw in the rain To act bored and complain Say it’s on the way, turn the scales on the ways, always the same You just sit and complain, 'bout how you sit and complain I was happy selling Jay, now I'm happy I'm legit Either way I make change Come prepared, well equipped I’ll stick you in your face, pray to god you don't stick I'm just trynna make change, but money ain't sh**