Slow Club - Dependable People and Things That I'm Sure Of lyrics

I know that he loves me as I watch him leave I'd do anything at all to hear his voice call me But now there's a shadow where once stood a beam He's searching for colour in a sepia scene And the cold wind blows like my grip on a string That I held so close now he's not listening, he's not listening But I can go out there, I can be someone else We all have the power to do this sh** to ourselves But in the quiet times, where nobody can see I'm letting my thoughts get bigger than me And the cold wind blows and the spring never came And I feel so sick if I hear his name Oh how he left me cause we went too far I looked at my body, I learnt how to drive a car I had my family and I had my friends But oh, how I wanted to be with him again And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be And I only wish he wanted that with me But I can run further than I could before And I can laugh louder, I can dance 'til I'm sore Then in the morning, I can do it again I just have to keep moving, don't ever stop moving And all of this envy and all of this fear Will just be a memory of this sh**ty year And I'm so much older than I want to be But there's so much more if I take it easy