SLAINE - Till the Day That We Die lyrics

[Intro] Some sh** I keep to myself There's some sh** that's just ours Some sh** that's sacred But I had to write this letter to you I wish I could do better for you Just tryin my best, I'm tryin my motherf**in best [Slaine] 18 years, some days are cloudy as sh** Most of 'em are sunny for me to think now we should split It's f**in horrifyin years, saw some cowardly sh** We spent years together for you to hour hour me it's Kust a slap in the face, like we're trapped in a place We both took an oath, how could you be reactin this way? I admit, I've been doin too much Captain and yay We grew up together, best friends from back in the day It wasn't my fault that destiny had happened this way I desperately, had a pa**ion to be rappin this way I was testin roads from the rock bottom to a top problem Of this villain-filled k**ing field If I'm not violent and they k** I'm k**ed Every day I'm tested if my will is real I come home and fill our drawers up with hundred dollar bills I take care of our son Love him with the fullest heart, and now we're gettin pulled apart I don't wanna see this happen, I don't really It hurts me so much to touch you when you don't feel me I refuse to believe that we'll ever die We won't really, we both prayin my addiction don't k** me I love you so much I'll die for, lie for you Cry for you, pull every last one of the stars out the sky for you How can you doubt what I would do? Why would you? How could you ever think those lies are true? I love you [Hook: repeat 2X] I still look to the sky and I pray you and I Stay together 'til the day that we die When you tell me we will fall back to Earth I will say we can fly - so how crazy am I? [Slaine] Yeah I been crazy baby, now I've never been as hated Maybe I degenerated, maybe I've just been afraid of My sinnin and my ways of renegade-ish pride And ever since we had Terrance I've been afraid to die I wish my childhood was all lemonade and pie But everything the world told me always been a straight up lie I feel like Jesus Christ, just another made up guy And I'm startin to feel like eating a f**in grenade and I Hate my life, I hate my face I can't escape this place, I have turned to evil I'm consumed by this paper chase If only we could reconnect with loneliness And beat this hectic freakin wreck that we grew up in I bet you that we could get, everything back I just want my family It's gonna take the man in me to conquer this insanity f** it, I'm bitin 2Pac yeah, for my rhymes And I stuffed 'em in a shoebox there, you were there [Scratching from Pharcyde's "Pa**in' Me By"] "I just play love by ear and hope she gets the picture" "I'm shootin for her heart, got my finger on the trigger" [Hook]