SLAINE - Black Horses lyrics

[Slaine] I'm walkin through that building and the building's brick, the children sick The nuns have sewed up c*nts, the priests are walkin with their k**in sticks My father's just a little boy, cryin in his bed My mother's starin at the brains blown out the back of her father's head How, hard is it? How hard is it, to trip out in this mess? When my heart has just, my heart has just, been ripped out of my chest "I am not no b**h" I scream; want no part of what this dream Am I really just imagining? Can my eyes trust what I'm seeing? I'm a screwed up human being, being screwed up chewed-up pills Told you not to shoot up Mike, I watched you shoot up shoot up still Told you not to load that gun, watched you shoot that shoot that steel I do not want that in this nightmare, no not that, that's too for real God I fought you tooth and nail, but you made me go through all of this Now I have to call you just to stop this alcoholic ticks Tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick, I'm a tickin timebomb And you could k** a donkey with just half the sh** that I'm on It's time to shut the door on this room right here I've had my eye on Let's move down the hallway further, I can see them raping my mom Back in Catholic school, acid trippin with my tie on The walls inside my house were not the ones to be a fly on My face is looking older, no shoulder to cry on This place is getting colder, I just want a bed to die on I should've died much younger, I'm drowning under water Old enough to see my son I was too young to meet my daughter The fetus has a spirit, I hear it from a ba**inet That's empty but I keep lookin at it every time I'm pa**in it What the f** you laughin at? Have a little sympathy Some empathy, you ba*tards always acting uncompa**ionate I'm baskin in my past, it's an a**a**in, this a**a**in Got my future by the throat, with the butcher knife and slashin it Raw from my emotions now they're back to take the last of it My childhood was stolen from me, f** it now I'm trapped in it