Skhye Hutch - All on Me lyrics

[Verse 1] Does love always follow with depression? Cause I feel like I've been told before but never learned my lesson Keep going back to it, stay chasing after it Feel like turning to the bottle looking for the messages It's stressful, I never could remember being miserable Now I can't remember joy, looking at you wishful But spiteful, cause if I had the option, I'd be like you It's painful, it's wasteful, it hurts, I f**ing hate you Who are you to be content? While I'm over here I'm breaking every mirror to ease the pain, so I never see what's left I look at you and hate you, now it even hurts to smile Every time I do it lets me know that it's been gone a while You could never live with this, every day it's hit or miss If you felt this pain a second, you would want to slit your wrist And look at you, you're clueless, you're useless, it's fruitless Root of all this agony and still you wanna do this, but [Hook] Why you gotta keep beating down on me? Let me breathe, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me Let me breathe, I'm in the mirror like Why you gotta keep beating down on me? 'Til I leave, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me All on me [Verse 2] A complex is complex when taken out of context Add to that an ego and you still expected progress I swear to god it's like I got a cloud hanging over me Wanna tell somebody but it's fear holding on to me Often taken like I'm arrogant and aloof It's embarra**ing to hear, it's like a mile from the truth But when you're placed amongst the sheep, sometimes you act like a wolf And you can only lose the suit by stepping foot in the booth, I'll tell ya [Hook] Why you gotta keep beating down on me? 'Til I leave, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me All on me [Verse 3] You think because we got a past that you deserve a pa**? I guess that only people close to you can hold you back If you love 'em, let 'em go, that's when emotions appear You're either holding onto tears or you're holding onto years, what up [Hook] Why you gotta keep beating down on me? Let me breathe, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me Let me breathe, I'm in the mirror like Why you gotta keep beating down on me? 'Til I leave, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me All on me [Verse 4] Does love always follow with depression? Cause I know that I've been told before but never learned my lesson Can't get love if you don't get real, don't do d** and you don't pop pills But is it really better being level headed instead of a better mind state on your own free will God I feel all eyes on me, that don't help, surprisingly I learned sometimes it's best to be the man your fam needs you to be But a selfless act's the start of demise With every fake smile and laugh it means a part of you dies [Hook] Why you gotta keep beating down on me? Let me breathe, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me Let me breathe, I'm in the mirror like Why you gotta keep beating down on me? 'Til I leave, if I gotta Get it right, I'mma do it, and it's my life All on me All on me