SiR - Never Home lyrics

[Intro] I told myself I wasn’t finna leave you no voicemail, cause you really got me f**ed up. Like you see me calling, so a voicemail is pointless as f**, but the whole part about it is, if you really are serious about this.. [Verse 1] Ten missed calls, I fell asleep Dreamin’ like I ain’t living one She ain’t have nothin to say at all But a promise is a promise, and I told her last week When she hit me, I would pick up my phone Nothin’ worse then being alone and feeling alone I know that I should call back But let’s face facts, I don’t really feel like arguing I be out partying Road been good to me, good to me I know nothing lasts forever, but this feel like life I used to love when she check on me, check on me But nowadays phone calls ain’t so black and white See, I don’t know who that b**h is in the background I don’t know when I’ll make it back to the hotel Most of our conversations don’t end well She say she been fine, but I can never tell Cuz I’m never home [Interlude] There ain’t no reason to be, to be havin’ to call you six, seven hundred times (I’m never home) In a f**ing minute because you’re screening my calls My n***a, like what are we doing (I’m never home) For real, we just gonna play this game, like let’s stop f**ing playing games, like I’m not…You know what (I’m never home) I am not going to get out of my positive mode that I’ve been on, you know what I’m saying [Verse 2] I’ve been in in the bay for a few days The money locomotive don’t stop cuz she lose her top And top working me like my nickname kunta New slave, stay up in the lab on a new wave I don’t need nobody f**ing up my concentration Lately I’ve been contemplating giving her some space I’m trying not to lose my patience But if we was in a race, we’d be heading for the finish line She put me in a mood when I’m feeling fine She keeps saying I need to just say what she think I’m thinking She’ll get out my way, see our chain ain’t linking No, our barb’ ain’t weaving sh**, our pop ain’t locking I’m all for boxing, but this fight ain’t stopping She don’t wanna spaz, but she running out of gas I’m tryna make it last, but why should we do that I’m never home [Outro] If you have a problem, to talk to me, I’m your woman. If we’re (I’m never home) I’m not gonna be calling you seven hundred times a day (I’m never home) This whole thing, honestly, like to be high key honest, (I’m never home) is not f**ing working because I can’t even get through twenty minutes, like I’m tired of it. I can’t do this sh** no more, so you figure out what you’re going to do cuz I know what I’m gonna do, and I’m gonna stop leaving this f**ing voicemail because you go me f**ed up