Sinheresy - Without a Reason lyrics

Wide awake, I'm staring in the dark and I tear my thoughts apart but not a single thing will change For I know and I've known from he start that what pushed me hard so far was the worst of all mistakes Why do I continue this fight without a reason? I feel like I'm losing my mind closed in a prison of lies Many times I tried to explain but I knew I couldn't be hard I was dumb and you were deaf I choked my will to please your blame I put myself in chains heavier, heavier day after day Why do I continue this fight without a reason? I feel like I'm losing my mind closed in a prison Why do I continue this fight without a reason? I feel like I'm losing my mind closed in a prison of lies Without a reason without a reason