Singa B - I Wonder lyrics

[Chorus:] I can't help myself I blame my whole (blame my whole) I can't help it but to wonder how you are (how you are) Where are you now (How are you now ) We've grown so far (We've grown so far ) I wonder if i'll ever come across your I wonder if this means [x3] [Verse 1:] You you been through sh** It's been a minute since we last spoke Pardon me for going cruising down memory lane Experimenting with your feeling without a lab coat I hear that you were going back to school in the fall Congrats i can't help but feel like i was holding you back And you deserve better than that sh** you deserve Better than me as crazy as it seems I'm just looking out for me armed with my heart so When cupid comes shooting for me he wants to see We were moving too fast got addicted to the speed Love turned us into war and made us refugees You going to have a cold shoulder If you keep wearing your heart on your sleeves Courtesy of me I see you got yourself a lot of new things thanks to me Strong and beautiful a way a queen is supposed to be [Chorus] [Verse 2:] I said i make my own bed like a duva But That being said in it i layed in it i'm with it Like i'm really unphased Give your all to a dog it wasn't a fair trade Tho im came to cards just call it spade to spade And even if it's me i look the truth in its face He trying to walk away i beg you to stay But i knew i couldn't change and you know the same You knew i couldn't behave too far caught into the fame Nor to ever commit or refrain from f**ing these things Like a mouth to a flame they trade into the light They see everything clear and our sight shine bright Let me walk down to the sorrows of my limelight I don't ever plan to straighten into fly right And you can just pa** me my earn Let me crash and burn that's the only way i'll ever learn I see you got yourself together no thanks to me Strong and beautiful a way a queen could be You should have love me (Strong and beautiful a way a queen could be) [Chorus] [x2]