Sims - Oakland Ave Catalpas lyrics

[Hook] Ain't I just a stone tryna roll on Tryna hold on As I lay me down Tryna hold on Ain't I just a stone tryna roll on Up and down these peaks tryna hold on And I lay me down Hold on [Verse 1] And for the record I did not protect, I left earth You probably would have done that better I could not hold it all together Neglected all these vectors Let the pixels blow apart the box like Saturn missiles Everything everywhere I swear I couldn't care more Daydreaming about some airport On some anywhere but here On some any time to take me from I'm in the quiet, so silent you can hear it thump And it creeps in quick A grip I cannot slip Down in the dregs You might compromise, but don't ever let 'em see you beg A couple years just blanked by For really missed the bus I was underneath the wheel I got f**ing crushed I feel dumb, I feel sentimental, that makes me feel weak Used to feeling so solid rolling up and down these peaks Never quit like my theme song, but this beat down just keeps on Makes me want to fold up And turn the screen on but I roll on [Hook] Ain't I just a stone tryna roll on Tryna hold on As I lay me down Tryna hold on Ain't I just a stone tryna roll on Up and down these peaks tryna hold on And I lay me down Hold on [Verse 2] I don't cry, I don't whine, I don't flinch I just take that sh** I get it, got it, when I left your bed and cleaned out your closet Had it, lost it Got it back hostage It's kind of it, but it's not it My love is different than I thought I thought that strength would be my fix I had to give up my control I had to learn how to submit I've got no quit in me, no piece of me, no bit of me at all So picture me yelling, screaming, beating on this brick wall I'm not mad boy, I stay rad I don't do sad boy I search and I find joy I smirks and I destroys I paint with every color in the palette Kafka automatic The way I transform the malice to a full-fledged bada** motherf**er Chugging down the rails My life like a skate tape 'Greatest bails' Once you get the first good deep scrape no longer afraid to fail Face first Stumbles ain't no trouble, bumpy knuckles wrangle love Learn to let it go when it goes wrong Big downs, big ups And so on and so on [Hook] Ain't I just a stone tryna roll on Tryna hold on As I lay me down Tryna hold on Ain't I just a stone tryna roll on Up and down these peaks tryna hold on And I lay me down Hold on