Silkk The Shocker - End Of The Road lyrics

[Silkk] how I miss my homies so I don't expect y'all to understand this Cause y'all ain't never lost nobody But imagine the closest person to you See everybody feel it But some of us Feel it more than the rest Just think about it It only add More to the stress I try to live my life day by day And ignore the rest It's so fu*kED UP I can feel life More than I feel d**h Split second And picture The family's being torn I gotta tell my little nephew His dad wasn't around To see him being born When we get older Playing with our kids He just sittin' all alone You know what his last birthday wish was He wishes daddy come home And while I'm at the funeral Contemplating sittin' in strap He looked up to me Gave me a hug and asked me "Silkk, where my daddy at?" Question I couldn't answer Tell him a vacation And somehow I wish If I tell him this enough Maybe one day He just might forget [Chorus] I guess I'll be seeing you At the end of the road (end of the road, I'll see y'all there) You know it ain't easy Lettin' my homie go (end of the road, I'll see y'all there [repeat] [Silkk] Now I learn ? I miss my homies so Even though My homies gone Try to be strong on my dawgs Used to hit me But I'm home alone All the memories I got of you Shining like the sun I used to invite you to my house We used to fight Who gone sleep in the top bunk We used to Throw rocks To the cops then we'd run We was so tight We got caught Both of us They got just one I remember dawg We just like Kick back and laughed We grew up a little bit Life made us choose a Different path You chose to get a job And I sold and dealed You choose to go to school And i chose the streets I was the one that Always lived fast You used to want to live slowly As I look in the casket I though for sure It was supposed to be me Damn I lost my dawg It's cold but its fair And I contemplate to myself Would it have been different If I would've been there I guess we'll never never Never know But I know one thing Why's it always the good ones that got to go [chorus2x] [Silkk] It's never easy To let your loved ones go Tomorrow now promise me Tell me something that your loved ones know A straight bullet in the neighborhood Got a little girl Holdin' her breath In my arms I closed her eyes She died while I was Holdin' her chest I couldn't change Even though the game was file Through all the pain Maintain Still find ways to smile And grandma(grandmama got sick) And they fixed her to bed rest The family was fightin' over who? left the money to Picture this you won't even dead yet And I'm sick of this east and west coast crap This east and west coast trap Lost two of the biggest mc's To east and west coast rap Rest in peace Biggie Rest in peace Pac And all them other soldiers Make us see it?