Silent Edge - The Curse I Hold Within lyrics

[Lyrics & music by Emo Suripatty] Old memories, cold and confusing Just empty words inside bitterness, the pain within Veil of tears grays her eyes, still ... Like a child, she watches and smiles: "Face the moonlight in dreams with you" Now a man, strange feelings surround me It's the curse I feel cold within She tries to hold the candles Still she tries to hide behind a smile Her hand held to my head The warmth within her answer: "Your love can't burn alone ..." Her beauty shines when she whispers: "Please, say you understand" Now I realize, from bright and silent skies Dying days to me I try to light the candles Still I try to hide behind a smile Her glance caressed my thoughts The pain within my answer: "I know, it's the curse I hold ..." Whenever I believe my fantasy deceives me And still I wonder why I feel a curse inside of me Whenever I believe my fantasy deceives me And still I wonder why I won't surrender to the curse I hold ...