Sik World - Still Lost 2 lyrics

[Verse 1] I didn't ask for this life, I was born in it I'm alive but my soul died, I'm just mourning it I got everything I ever wanted, yet I See the world moved on and slowly left me behind Saw my ex's pregnant now, damn should of been mine Thought she was the one for me, it hurts me still, I can't lie Saw my friends settle down, turn to husband and wives And starting family's, I've watched them all from the side It's like they found the thing I search for But never could find And no one told me success will leavе you empty inside When no onе's there to share it with, fu*k how careless was I To not noticed them using me, ones who swear they would ride Until the end, I've hit the end and now they're no where in site I'm so motherfu*king lonely and there's no where to hide I have struggles, they're aware, yet they never tried to see if I'm fine [Chorus] How much can I take? Lost along the way I'm still lost, still lost I'm not the same How long can this wait? I'm about to break I'm still lost, still lost I'm not the same (Same) [Verse 2] I didn't ask for the life, I was brought in it I still feel alone despite my big audience I know they say that time is supposed to heal But all time ever did was show me time isn't real All my "Let's just be friends" aren't my friends anymore Those who used to check on me, never check anymore Wonder if they'll come and see me, when I'm out here on tour Or will they see the ad for it, laugh and leave it ignored? Not like I need them 'cause we know I made it the farthest At times I wanna finish on the path we have started I'm heartless, 'cause I'm owed apologys that I'll never get I'm tryna forgive myself and burn away my regrets No one's left, feels like I'm losing control I swear this winter's about to be cold People tell me that I'm winning, when I already know The only issue is I hate that I'm winning alone, damn I'm tired, I'm tired I'm tired of being alone [Chorus] How much can I take? Lost along the way I'm still lost, still lost I'm not the same How long can this wait? I'm about to break I'm still lost, still lost I'm not the same (Same)