Sik World - Reflection lyrics

[Chorus] The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you I do… [Sik World] Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me It's hard to put the past behind me When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding Me of all the bullsh** that I kept inside me I'm not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think And I think and I think, I lost it all I am at home, I got back against the wall I feel hella alone I got no one to call And I'm still on my own because no ones involved Tell me where do I go when everything falls Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song... I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong... My best friend, he turned out to be a fake The real definition of becoming a snake And I lost my girl to and that was my mistake I put music above her and it took her place And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same Lately it feels like I just been wilding out There to many things that I'm finding out And my pa**ion has been slowly dying out And I'm still in a whole and Climbing out Just to stumble over, but I'm trying out Lost my composure, so I write it out I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out I think that's why I'm crying out, That [Chorus] The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you I do… [Sik World] I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me Walk in the room and they start eyeing me Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone... You say you been there when I'm on my own You say you'll be there when I know you won't And you say you love me when I know you don't! I swear this depression isn't a muthaf**in joke! Anxiety to - I deal with them both I been loosing faith and my hope Still haven't found a way I can cope Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most… Cause… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close… And to think, i gave you all that I can You took advantage of me and then ran I made you who you are now I ask Why would you flip on me I don't understand Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand Never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out I'm suffering and you stand around And falling so f**ing hard I could smash the ground Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out Exhausted so much I feel like just pa**ing out I wanted fame, you can have it now... Because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz [Chorus] The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you I do…