Sik World - I am only human lyrics

[HOOK] Cause I could use a hand sometimes Yeah I could use a hand sometimes They say "pain is an illusion, this is just a bruise and You are just confused" but I am only human I could use a hand sometimes I am only human [VERSE 1] Maybe if you listen, I wouldn't b**h so much And maybe if you slow down, I wouldn't have to hold up And maybe if you invited me, I'd actually show up And maybe if you supported me, I already would've blown up, that's true My mom don't believe in me, I wonder when I carry My headphones through the house what does she see in me? Got thousands of fans I know what they mean to me Rap is the only time where I have a voice, that's why I have to voice everything Back then I reached out, and they didn't wanna reach back Now that I'm getting radio play, they wanna talk, I don't speak back Didn't need that, best believe that, after these tracks, 2016 Will be my year, and I don't give a f** if you don't see that And it seems that, I'm slowly finding myself And solely, I'm realizing the only person who cared how I felt was me You were no help, yes I am fragile, when I asked you to look at me, you would look pa** me I could tell it's me against the world and I'm desperate for help [HOOK] Cause I could use a hand sometimes Yeah I could use a hand sometimes They say "pain is an illusion, this is just a bruise and You are just confused" but I am only human I could use a hand sometimes I am only human [VERSE 2] I lost all the homies that I would stick with They don't wanna know the real me, they just wanna know me because I'm Sik Kid And they just wanna talk to me just so they could say they did it Rap has ruled my life, cause now they're so sketch, but it's easy to tell the difference Of someone who's real, or someone who's fake They ask how I feel but I do not explain I wish my family would check upon me and see if I'm okay My mom says "call me if you need me" but that's so cliché I'm on the boulevard stumbling, drunk right now I think I might walk into traffic and simply lie down You could honk the horns and throw middle fingers up and scream pipe down I pick the pipe up and I smoke until it's light's out I am confident about myself to hide it unselfconscious I act like you helped with everything I did it's self accomplished My life isn't great, I'm just a rapper, nothing more I promise My life is hard and if they ask why, I respond with [HOOK] Cause I could use a hand sometimes Yeah I could use a hand sometimes They say "pain is an illusion, this is just a bruise and You are just confused" but I am only human I could use a hand sometimes I am only human [VERSE 3] Yo, I'm not perfect, tell'em I've had it Perfect is imperfection unless you see it as it All I could see is me being terrible at it I pray for a miracle while he prays to fix his habit We're both praying to the same god We praying is a dying fashion A meteorite just struck my wold, now my life is drastic I cannot handle and imagine if I gave up, think I past it I live a life without a dream or release an avail tempt at it Woah, since birth, I felt like a mistake I'm not beautiful, I just having it used to having this face Overthinking myself to sleep, I have the same thoughts when I awake And these thoughts they keep picking upon my brain f** I am insane, sick of the people who always tell me that I am the one to blame Would you be the one to go through what I had to when I went through this pain I sever the feeling I had a revealing and I already gotta get past that I wish you understand that... I am only human (I am only human)