Sik World - From Time (Remix) lyrics

Yeah The ones I fall for are quick to hurt me Got me questioning if she really deserves me Like this girl I'm trynna get with who's so quick to curve me For a guy that we both know is gonna play her dirty I tried to explain it to her but noting is working If happiness is easy to find then why am I searching? Sent a few prayers to god but he hasn't heard me Either that or I sent so much that I grew undeserving I feel stuck at home there is no contacts in my phone Who could I contact if I'm starting to feel alone? And it's hard to stay motivated on the path that you chose When everyone around you takes your dreams and makes them a joke I know, I know That whole hater thing is stupid But I'm so pissed and stressed that I'm ready to lose it Fake advice from some low lives trying to shape my music The ones who say do what you love hate you when you do it So from time, I wonder if I'll find light in the dark They say life is a play and I'm trying to play my part I took my depression and i turned it into an art Now they come around and smile but they hated me from the start I walk outside at night and look up at the stars When stars align, I know things won't be as hard I believe in what I believe in and I just needed a pause To realize that people around me just don't see it at all And I'm the only on that thinks this way It's alright Of course you didn't win me I didn't fight Man that's just too petty I take control of my life See when my voice cracks that just my pa**ion inside a mic Never had a family I could rely on Never was lended a shoulder that I could cry on Never been appreciated but I know when I'm on You'll miss me when I'm gone Funny you hurt me and say that I'm wrong