Sik World - 7 years (remixx) lyrics

Lately I feel so alone Don't even know why I have a phone Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck Never had someone that I could call my, own It's lonely walking down this, road Fake friends that I didn't have to, know The same ones that fu*ked me over and whenever I need them And I turn around they just turn ghost I feel I'm at an all-time low I am depressed and it hurts me to know My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope She's ignoring every text message I wrote My anxiety is high, my medication is low I am so stressed and I hate being home I sit and overthink everything alone I wish I had somebody to hold, damn I'm sick and tired of putting up a front Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a f*ck!" But if anybody would give it then I'm, the one I wanna' put down my walls and open up I hide behind this rapper I've become Addicted to being accepted is like a drug No ones here I feel like I'm ready to plunge I remember you said my music was wack Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act They said, the image and the drive is what I lack Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap Well I ignored that, I said f*ck it and snapped Over twenty million plays where are my haters at I didn't need a label to give me a chance The day I sell out an arena, I'll feel like I'm the man Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing Never found someone who really loves me People coming around now cause I'm getting money A few plays later now they all see something The same guy that is from the start The same guy my ex left with a broken heart The same guy who turned music into his art The same seven-year-old who dreamed of being a star I'm twenty two, and I won't let myself down I stood up right after I fell down It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hell bound I never really opened up and that's until now I hope that I never lose you If I could choose one person I would choose you I hope you understand my pain Cause that's something that we all got to go through I hate being down this road Been down before I feel like I need you more I'm so alone Once I was seven years old My future's all I'd imagine And now I'm here and I look back and I'm screaming "Damn it" This a life I never planned it, no I never planned it