Sighdafekt - Ghost of Our Love lyrics

[Verse 1: Taylor James] I hope you know that I love you when you hear this song They say right before the storm you can feel the calm Leaving's hard, if we're strong, then we'll carry on I've reached my darkest hours, I don't wanna see the dawn It's time to make decisions, the sh** that you did's forgiven To be real with you I'm missing the days I shut up and listened I wish I gave you more attention, I put you in tough positions In the midst of all this tension, lets forget it, I was trippin' I was sipping fifths of liquor when we were bickering and arguing Girl, you made it hard to win, you'd kiss my lips, it'd always end Past the clouds my stars are dim, she disappeared, don't see her now I put the blame upon myself, she built me up, I tore me down To my divulsion as I punched the combination code in Her vault won't open, my heart is closing, I let her hold it If I could go back to that moment, you know I'd treasure what was golden I'm barely coping, but still, I keep on hoping My love's more powerful than all the waves in all the oceans I've lost my raft and I'm floating But no matter where I'm going it's for sure I'm going straight to her I swear my life on this like witnesses do with the spoken word And that right there is some of the realest sh** that she's ever heard The day I see her face again will be the day that I will learn my lesson She's my blessing, no question My depression ain't present when she is present From entrance to evanescence, her essence was from the heavens I watched her off, she ascended When will stop pretending love's always got happy endings, huh? She's my best friend, she's my only love When push comes to shove, I say she's from above I miss her soft voice, I miss those pretty eyes I miss her warm kiss, I miss her gorgeous smile I don't wanna say goodbye to the one I love It's getting hard to rise, she was my moon and sun Well now look what I've done, I heard there's someone else I hope he makes her laugh and lets my baby be herself I think I need some help so come and talk me off this ledge If I don't have my other half, then that is that, I'm good as dead I think that i might lose my head cause i know there's no there At night I'm going to bed and lying next to the ghost of her What is there to do? Lately, I don't have a clue Maybe you don't need me, but baby, I need you