Sieges Even - When Alpha and Omega Collide lyrics

I've been struggling for so many years now Aiming high, yet shooting low My biography is like a looking gla** There's someone I don't know Always asking me about my destiny Spoken anger without words On an empty street without life and joy No sunlight to shine bright Unfold the blueprint - your key to existence A master plan for life - just play your cards right Broken wings won't fly The more adrenaline, the higher I fly Without quest I find no rest With every new goal there's yet another one Constant pain to burn my chest Heading out to roads that won't ever end Alpha, omega: no interlink The higher I fly, the deeper I fall Going up means going down Confront yourself - your blueprint for existence The master plan for life - start playing your cards right Broken wings won't fly Collecting pieces of a map - still struggling to proceed I'm feeling constant pain - deep wounds of inferiority Confused I watch the chaos - divine creation unfold With every single step I make - I'm stepping back again It's hard to fly with broken wings - on and on and on and on In the short run, I'm running out of time Clock ticking cuts the air Still running, yet it's a waste of breath I'm gonna crash and burn Working my way to the very end On a point of no return In a bitter world without life and joy Dark forces hold my ground Confront myself - with blueprints for existence My master plan for life - I'll play my cards right Broken wings won't fly