(SIC)Monic - No Conscience lyrics

Suffer with me here child, let me tell u tales of lies and love and destiny and Then I'll watch u swallow the pill hallucinate deep in yourself and tell me how It feels to be alive stare in to the eyes of a lunatic and say how does it feel When every vein in your face splits and runs rite down your spine crawl into The body of a demigod and lay down between the third and fourth vertebrae and Chew thru the bone Stare in to the eyes of god and begin to say I don't f**ing Believe in you walk into the gates of hell and begin to pray that when the gate Shuts it cuts your throat with your body right here and your head in hell Suffer the consequence of your sinful actions straight from the hand of god how Does it feel? To be in an altered state no conscience now I can begin to Execute the malevolent heavenly one and then speak to apparitions in a tongue Born of a malcontent demented anomaly dying inside of me altered state no Conscience tell me how it feels to live a lie everyone I love I will randomly Eradicate for when I twitch and salivate my hands continue to shake I can Barely breathe completely numb to every word you say oh how I love to suffer Three days of night buried underground stare into the sun don't ever look down For in the moment that your eyes are adjusting your fears will consume you Paranormal State, subliminal embedded fate, a tortured encrypted sadistic and blistering Wound that's been inflicted as I Suffer the consequence Of my sinful actions straight from the hand of God and now you will know how it* Feels to be wretchedly addicted to the sinful decadence that's transposing Within What I'm believing is what I am thinking and what I am thinking is how I Am feeling how I'm feeling is how I am living and where I am living is where I Am dying and I raise my hands straight up to the sky and it burns down my arms Away slowly enveloping my soul with a flame that can lacerate and degenerate The essence of faith in me Suffer this consequence emotionless with no Conscience and my father says I'm so worthless and my father says I'll never Be free and I never have felt so alive then the day that I snapped back my neck And I died stared into the eyes of the Lord and screamed father please help me Oh what have I done suddenly a lucid and paranoid anomaly begin to dig and Reach deep inside of me removing my identity conscience and memories so I can Commit these murderous things emotionless Rape me of my innocence take the Little piece of hope I have and turn it Into a thousand blades of divinities eloquence but if I can speak what'll I Say and if I can't hear how will I know it an altered state no conscience