(SIC)Monic - Dementia lyrics

[Chorus:] Catatonic so symphonic eyes demonic somewhere in my soul burnt black And twisted surrealistic spiritualistic somewhere in my soul and I do wonder While deeper I ponder through sediment somber and the decay is evidence of what Does hold precedence in this eternal moment (verse) knows the time to move Cause no one is gonna hold my f**ing hand only to bite and feed on the blood That does flow through me endlessly so bury me far below the sky before it Falls feed the blaze of eternal dismay and bathe in the pathway of the weak Hold your breath until you suffocate and sow your eyes shut before you see* [Repeat Chorus:] Blind the slave he knows the way but still he stays crouched in a cave created By his thoughts his fear is laced he want a taste of what has been erased Through years of dementia (verse) (chorus) Somewhere in my soul dementia has sliced the wrists of time somewhere in my Soul displacement has left me undermined it is so simple to say but hard to Portray what this does feel like the dementia living in me hallucinations that Tear down the basic rules of reality and we are vessels that travel far and Beyond this world Silent screams Infinite is how I dream silently is how loud I scream if eternity Cannot be conceived then I will collapse where is stand and disappear if I Could only breathe one breathe if I could only say one word It would be whispered at the break of dawn maybe only a thought heard only by Angels as my symmetrical shadow treads beside me a symbol of a deeper meaning Inside thee wandering through forests only by moonlight over hills deep into Valleys that just might (chorus) reveal the living breathing transient ambiance Of the sacred cadence I have heard for so long it seems like eternity but time Will always be misconstrued so in these moment that color you in shades of Forever tear down the walls and move through [Pre-verse:] Oh god I need to know how long I have been here although I'm motionless it Seems like a nightmare my last memory I was staring into the sun searching for Signs of life all went black and know I come back to life looking eye to eye With the highest cloud objectively an*lyzing rhythms and patterns know (chorus) In all of these dreams I measure the distance between the falling rain and Never ending existence and it recedes below the surface resurrection of a Deeper purpose ponder the philosophy of where we do come from what we are made Up of in relation to the sun these are the moments that belong to anything but Ourselves that realization what Ive been waiting for