SIBERIA - CHILDHOOD TRAUMA lyrics

My childhood trauma is my most prized possession And i have no confessions And my favorite toys were your favorite weapons And i liked destroying but i learned my lesson And im just a boy and youre just a who*e But since youre a boy its not really a slur Im just the same but im so ashamed If you play my game then i'll take the blame Childhood trauma is really good karma You knew i was lying when i said i wanna Deconstruct me like some rhetoric Tell me what im asking for, it's imperative Another song collaging everything i ever did wrong Intentionally calculatedly irreverent Inauthentic to the marrow of my bone Im not sick but i wanna stay home I mean it when i ask you to leave me alone But im also kind of hoping that you won't Childhood trauma is really good karma You knew i was lying when i said i wanna But im a performer so i'll give you drama I'll act like im fighting even though i gave up