Shy Grey - Realest Song I Ever Wrote lyrics

[Intro] [Verse] Thinking about how far I've come, how far I'm going Speeding on the road to riches, no I'm never slowing I worked so long with no results but now it's finally showing I planted the seed a while ago but now it's finally growing Went from being anonymous to everybody knowing my name Trying to remain focused but it's hard to refrain From the perks of the fame and it's a damn shame I would dip out of the lab just to sip some champagne With a bad b**h who wouldn't give a f** if I ain't have sh** For some reason I think I needed when I wanted The feeling of feeling wanted while drinking and getting blunted Then you wake up in the morning like "f** I shouldn't have done it" You know that feeling you get deep down in your stomach when you know you wrong Wasting time with her, whole time I could've wrote a song Looking in the mirror like "Yo what is going on?" I'm feeling so weak but I know I'm strong Could it be when we witness our own mothers With multiple lovers, when we just needed her there to love us Then we grow up and attempt to fill the void By being under covers with b**hes that just wanna f** us I apologise if I digress It's just that as I'm writing I realise why I stress Over sh** that's major to me that hold such minor importance Like driving the flyest whips, rocking the latest Jordans Spend all of my time recording with hopes of making a fortune Just so I can be at peace when all this brings is distortion Could it be cause in my past I saw All of these spoilt little kids that always had it all When all I had was hand-me-downs Never accepted, just rejected Always looked at as a square, so now I have to ball Cause after all the same thing that makes the world go round Is the same thing that's making all these girls go down (And I know) That they don't really love me, just feels good to hear them say it My song on the radio, it feels good to hear 'em play it The waitress brings the check, feels good to be the one to pay it Without a recipe, feels good to still say that I made it And if I changed, then I changed for the better Nothing changed but the cheddar and the way I pay fees So when I make it rain, nothing changed but the weather Cause I know the cheddar ain't gon' make a n***a say cheese Cause at the top it's lonely, it can be hard to cope And all the riches don't mean nothing if your heart is broke I swear this is the realest sh** I ever wrote So I know they gon' feel it, 'least I hope And f** being short term, this is a long term game I got short term goals for that long term fame Trying not to make a wrong turn Cause what you do for short term pleasure can cause long term pain And mama walways said there was something special about 'em, but that's just something mothers say right? I told Logic that I couldn't have done it without 'em, but that's just something brothers say, right? I let my team know as soon as I get it I got 'em Wouldn't have it no other way right? Middle finger to whoever that wanted to doubt 'em Cause who the f** is they right? (Castro) [Outro] Away we can be can't be anymore than we already are Oh bring it out of me Bring it out of me Bring it out of me