Shock Therapy - The Cold Burn lyrics

I want it to happen more and more As the living collapses into lethal hunger Its in my heart and its in my mind Its a fatal mistake but it will burnaway I need it to happen more and more Like so many addictions i can use for excuses I could fall to the floor and cry for another But that didnt help christ and it wont help me Like a cold burn where all hope is shattered And im drowning in the sweat And im freezing from the fear of what i cannot get Its just another excuse to take another breath The cold burn of madness The cold burn of stupid excuse The cold burn in the back of my brain The cold burn commands A high price for indulgent mistakes It will never happen again ever again Like a determined thought there is not quite enough When youve got all the time in the back of my mind In my fractured heart and my broken back Like a cold burn where all hope is shattered And im drowning in the sweat And im freezing from the fear of what i cannot get Its just another excuse to take another breath The cold burn of madness The cold burn of stupid excuse The cold burn in the back of my brain The cold burn commands A high price for indulgent mistakes