Shlohmo - SRSLY lyrics

[Verse 1] Every time they tell me chill, I go harder/ Everyone I love like why bother / They'll never understand / They know all my flaws But forever be the man / They call it arrogance But it just so happens that It's like nightly my past attacks / And I just wanted that pa**ion back / You could have it all/ Stop being irrational and actin out / I ain't eatin / I treat that fasting now / Spiritual / I ain't losing my self / Been there done that / Been to hell n back / n***as want me run laps / But in fact / Everytime I got a chance / I doubled my fans / Now I'm raising my awareness / And I wondered if my old b**h gon hear this/ My n***as my equal but I'm peerless/ Not to far from fearless / Would of been here before / But I was caught up, drunk by myself n steering off / In the fork in the road I went right / but still sped through red lights / And my first love ain't see my head lights / Woo / So everytime my n***as like wait / I wonder what they gon do/ I done had homies leave / is this déjà vu / So I live for the moment / I'm lucky and hopeless / Was high n alone when I wrote this / I teleport through time everytime they call me the one / I get so sick / But I'm focus / And resilient/ half annunaki half alien / Every time I spit chill they think I mailed it in / Or I'm pop when appealing / On the top of the gla** ceiling / Cause its nearing/ Them I said I'd fight this/ My hood known for wilding n be violent / Cause we enlightened, they got us all under martial law/ But we not falling off/ While they monitor / We living ain't spitting that martyrdom/ Y'all f**ing the world but it hardly comes x2 / Gon off the edge ain't falling off An tho I felt pain / I came into the game with a flame / Spliff rolled like baton / They said Kwame you'll be on/ Butchu got self destructive tendencies so Kwame you be strong And though I been coming really far being really me / The one thing they really couldn't really see / The next generation will be as real as me /