Shlohmo - HeavenorHere lyrics

(Verse 1) I feel that (Feels black) And lately I don't know where my fear's at Hear that? I ain't too sure where my tears at (Hold them tears back) I ain't seen them since my Uncle died years back It appears that the years I spent Have me inching closer to this nearby scent. I have a dream It started with this fear I've left Hoping everybody hears my sentences in depth Cigarette stench. Nicorette sticks Making me sick. 6 permanent on Their skin next to six next to six next to hits After hits next to sins next to bliss next What the hell is this next is ent'ring this abyss I hear the snake's hiss. I hear the fakes diss and I Get a little pissed. Saying maybe I should take a little Sip, or maybe I should toke a little spliff Or maybe I should grow a little bit. Take a couple hits Maybe I can make a couple hits off of this Maybe I should get a grip 'fore I slip or I'll Get split. Looking for something I never hungered for Sick. I'm getting addicted to strumming chords Give me sticks. I want to get into drumming more Give me chicks. I want to get into cumming or Something more. Not sure. What've I been running for? I started walking so now I've started observing more And therefore my mind began absorbing more Consequently I simply started enduring more Started performing we working towards a world tour As the planet's advancing towards a world war I'm defended by a double edged sword. Lord Lord please save em. Cause They'll do his bidding the more he pays em The scorching heat waves these days. Peeps fainting And people in need of some elation Got em singing praise like "Pleeease Satan" Hatred. Ain't we all people? Ain't we all sanctified? Ain't we all evil Don't we all got angels and got demons Don't we believe that Jesus will redeem us? Or do we see Jesus as a dream to us? Or do we see Jesus as a dream Or do we see Jesus Who do you believe in? And why do you believe it? (Verse 2) I feel that. (Boom bap) I can't really tell where my career's at I've been fighting people that seek to conceal fact My weapon concealed is a testament of real rap Amen Love sinners. I was never taught to hate them I was taught that only Jesus could save them No idols. I was taught to never praise men No sight. I was taught to walk by faith and That those below the heavens are heeled That it's either heaven or he'll descend and Then we'll be stealed. His presence is a blessing for real My grandma told me heaven is real A lot of people tell me heaven's a feeling of being More than just being, and I was told I'm More than just a being. I'm a god I'm alive what's the meaning? If I'm a god why I Feel like a demon. There was a time I wasn't Alive just breathing. Just a heathen But I'm just as much of a heathen as a priest is When the priest don't lead the lives their preaching Can you even blame anyone for not believing? Do you believe that we're leaving? And if so, are we ready to leave then? I'm just looking for some reasons Believe me (Outro) Heaven or here? Where we at? Heaven or here? Heaven or here (sang) People Sanctified Evil Angels Demons Jesus Jesus