Shlohmo - Balcony lyrics

[Verse 1] - Aonair I don't know man, I feel like I'm crashing And this is just punishment for all of my actions Well the fact I now see it all backwards And my lust for alcohol is now totally mastered I just feel like I enjoy it too much And I don't wanna see the same damn story come up I've been there before and I've witnessed consequences This time I shouldn't be the kid a mom forgets of Cause there's something so great in my life And she's the one that I can hold and I'll whisper goodnight to But that just won't happen Each sip of this sh** builds the cage that I'm trapped in But, you saw, I was having some fun Why do I feel like this life is the one? That I should hold until I'm old And I cherish all of it's gold But I know how this story is told I feel way to good to feel alright But I couldn't let go of my drink tonight Now it feels like I'm hurting my love With it all in my system I'm sturdy enough The feeling of me crashing may be learning it tough I don't wanna be him, maybe I worry too much That someday that i'll just do it to release my inhibitions It may come quicker with my predisposition But I don't wanna grow up like him Alone with his regrets and a bottle of gin This stuff has really take control of my mind So why can't I help but hold on to this tight? I'm really really sorry that I broke down in tears It's because I don't think I can handle my fears It's the bottle I lust, she's the one that I love But with both, I'll only come out with my cup [Verse 2] - Sohum Mansukhani No no teej you've got it all wrong You haven't even really been drinking that long And don't even think that you'll be the same me That he was you got the power to change, damn Plus you still love him very much You learned from his past and won't f** it up You gotta listen and you gotta understand Having fun doesn't mean you'll be the same man [Verse 3] - Conscience You can't listen to him You had it right earlier don't give in to him You're in the zone, and you're not alone The substance is enough to make you feel at home I got you in my clutches and you mustn't Try to break free I know that you love this That may mean that you give up the girl But I'm the best therapy you'll find in the world Verse 4 I'm so glad that you're here for me And with everything you said you make my fears discreet I feel as though that I could depend on you I'm thankful that today I have a friend in you Next time that I need an escape I'll come to you for help to make it all go away This is what I really want and you have me feeling satisfied And your reasoning is truthful, plus it's ratified And I'm glad to find that this all is magnified To an*lyze all my interests being stratified And what you said can be found at the top Of the hierarchy, know that it won't ever drop I can come to your side in a time of need And one dose of your help keeps my mind at peace And it's a good thing I have close enough in my circle I'll never give you up and know that Ill never hurt you, again [Outro] I'll never hurt you, I'll never hurt you, I'll never hurt you, no (x8)